Today

I am pretty excited cuz today we made the 1st of 60 carpayments on our van :) as Chris said 1 down 59 to go LOL. It was awesome that we were able to buy that van and its going to be perfect for our family as the kids grow up!!!
I was also thinking about bethany how big she is getting. She makes her own sandwhiches, she makes her own bowl of cereal in the am and she even knows how to microwave her own french toast sticks. Its just amazing how fast they grow up. The other day we drove over to chris's sisters new house and we drove past the baseball field and bethany was soo excited. She said next year when im bigger I can go there. Which she is going to do @ 5 years old. She'll be playing tball and she is sooo excited to do that!!!
Hailey is doing good and learning how to use words for what she wants. I Just hope she gets it before we start her in preschool next year!!! Its going to be nice sending Bethany & Hailey off to preschool and I will be able to be @ home with the baby and enjoy getting to know that baby.
On Monday we turn 12 weeks LMP. This will be the last week of our 1st trimester!!! which will be a relief :) We are super excited about the new baby but scared also. Wondering when / if my bp will rise and hoping the baby can stay in til 37 wks!!! Still have a plan to NOT find out the sex until we the baby is born. Its hard though sometimes cuz I am not a very patient person and I normally hate suprises LOL but i think it would be neat to wait!!!
My plan and I know things dont always go as planned but my plan is to have the nurses put a diaper on the baby b4 they open the blinds on the nursery and make sure any sign of the babies sex isnt present. then after I get out of recovery chris & I will take the girls and have the baby in the room and we will personally introduce the baby to the girls and let them hug & kiss then we will invite the grandparents in and the 5 of us will tell the 4 grandparents what the sex of the baby is and the name. I know its going to annoy the grandparents to have to wait to know for about 2hrs after the baby is born but with me having a csection I have missed all of that with the other 2 kids and since this is our last one I wanna be there for it!!! I really dont think that is to much to ask. anyhow im going to stop blabbing now LOL i'll blog again on monday